findmysoulasigohome #this is not a stelena parallel showing how they’re soulmates or whatever #this is a parallel showing that everything one says with their humanity off and being tortured #to the one they love is not true #this shows that stefan was lying to elena in 3x07 and elena is lying to damon in 4x21 #and even 4x19 because she was simply trying to get to him by striking up his worst insecurities #to get her off her back #like she did with everyone #except no one believed her even if they thought she was far gone #but damon does because his past indicates so that he can never be loved #and everyone keeps saying it to him again and again #but it’s not true because he doesn’t really know how Elena felt for him as a human#he doesn’t know she was in love with him even then
UGH Damon’s face….he fears that connection that SE have….it sucks that he doesn’t realize that they have a connection of their own so much deeper.
And yet Damon is between them, thinking he’s witnessing the death sentence of his romance with Elena, when in reality Elena was thinking of her hatred for Katherine.
Is that before or after he kills everyone that I care about?
#sobs look at his precious face #he’s like #”what did she just say?” #”surely she doesn’t mean me” #”nobody cares about me” #”I’m Damon Salvatore” #”the brother everyone forgets about” #”the second choice” #”..but maybe not to her” #CRIES STOP
You strung up to a bomb, while Stefan is playing vampire with a girl who broke your heart. But you’re doing a very good job of acting like it doesn’t suck.
47 Days of Delena - Day Eighteen: Favorite Damon facial expression.
Because when he looks at Elena, it’s like one can see right into his soul.
#it really sucks because this is where it all started for Damon #Right here when his father told Damon he was a disappointment #Then when Katherine told Damon she never loved him #And finally when Elena didn’t choose him. #His whole life has been one big disappointment. #And I don’t blame him for being the way he is #because if your father didn’t want anything to do with you #if you thought you loved someone your whole life and it all turned out to be a lie #And if you finally found the one person that understands you and makes you a better person, gives you hope and love and then throws it all away #then yeah. #you’d be pretty fucked up too.